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Losing My Breath: A steamy, new-adult, grumpy x sunshine romcom Kindle Edition

by J Rose Black (Author) Format: Kindle Edition
4.4 4.4 out of 5 stars 244 ratings
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A Marine never says die.
Neither does his princess.

Battle lines are drawn when sheltered debutante Meridian Daly moves across the hall from grumpy veteran Marine Callan Brand. Situated a bit closer than advertised to 'crime alley', Meridian’s neighbor finds himself grudgingly guarding the pampered princess out of habit. But with her sharp wit and killer curves, he can’t help but surrender to temptation…

When their relationship evolves from casual courtship to something more, Callan finds that Meridian's already discovered his closely-guarded secret. But can he let go of his pride, and tell her the whole truth of who he is and what he’s done—in the name of honor and country?

As Callan’s scars start to reveal themselves, his life spirals beyond the careful control that's helped him survive—and kept those he cares about safe.

From him.

But this tough-in-a-tiara princess won't back down, even in Callan’s darkest hours. And Meridian just might prove to be more tenacious than a never-say-die Marine!


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steamy romantic comedy, protector romance, alpha male, grumpy sunshine romance
man falls first, guy falls first, special operations romance, military romance
friends to lovers, enemies to friends to lovers, new adult college romance, chicklit

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Distinguished Favorite, Independent Press Award: Romantic Comedy

Winner, Literary Titan Gold Book Award (December 2023)

Winner, Firebird Book Awards: Romantic Comedy & New Adult Fiction


"...hot, hilarious, and devourable." - International Review of Books

"...engaging characters, touching love story, generous dashes of playful, crackling humor, and seriously steamy..." - Indie Reader ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

"...a heartfelt romance novel in which opposites attract - and do the work to make their love last." - Foreword Clarion Reviews ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

"...a delightful and unexpectedly heartwarming journey...this book is a must-read." - Literary Titan ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

"...an emotionally driven romance that will quench readers' thirst for passion..." - Readers View ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

"J Rose Black has crafted a fascinating romance." - BookTrib

"I'd give it 10 stars if I could." - The Kindle Book Review ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

"...far from the normal romantic tale..." - Readers Favorite ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

About the Author

J. Rose Black weaves stories about obsession, redemption, and the transcendental power of love. From her early days writing fanfiction for a passionate following of international readers, to crafting novels with her own characters, Rose has always been drawn to broody protectors and plucky, no-nonsense women ready to fight for what they believe in.

When Rose isn't deeply immersed in her latest manuscript, she's working in cyber security and thwarting the next generation of internet bad guys. Out of the office, she's #Shipping with friends over her favorite, swoon-worthy couples, heading to the gym to battle the great evil that is Unmovable Baby Weight, or complaining about her husband's addiction to 3D printing. Also: nagging her children to eat something other than cheese.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0C8HQCFZB
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Black Label Press (November 8, 2023)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ November 8, 2023
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2292 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 220 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.4 4.4 out of 5 stars 244 ratings

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J. Rose Black weaves stories about obsession, redemption, and the transcendental power of love. From her early days writing fanfiction for a passionate following of international readers, to crafting novels with her own characters, Rose has always been drawn to broody protectors and plucky, no-nonsense women ready to fight for what they believe in.

When Rose isn’t deeply immersed in her latest manuscript, she’s working in cyber security and thwarting the next generation of internet bad guys. Out of the office, she’s #Shipping with friends over her favorite, swoon-worthy couples, heading to the gym to battle the great evil that is Unmovable Baby Weight, or complaining about her husband’s addiction to 3D printing. Also: nagging her children to eat something other than cheese.

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4.4 out of 5 stars
4.4 out of 5
244 global ratings
Enemies to lovers
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Enemies to lovers
I absolutely love a book with enemies to lovers, grumpy/sunshine, men in uniform, and witty banter. This book checked off each one of those tropes.This was an incredible book, J Rose Black did a fantastic job bringing life to the characters. The MMC Callan has PTSD and he is a ex Marine to a T, HOT, quiet and grumpy.. Meridian the FMC had her own issues as well. Both characters were both brought forth with such grace and realism that it was as if I knew them personally.I laughed, I cried, I got angry, and I was totally swooning while reading this one. All of the feelings were there. The relationship between Callan and Meridian was described and built so beautifully you couldn’t help but fall in love with them. They were real and they were raw.This was such a great book. Highly recommended! The tension and the angst in this one is one for the books. I totally ate it up in no time at all.
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Ciera aka @bookameme
5.0 out of 5 stars A different type of romcom, but I loved it.
Reviewed in the United States on April 28, 2024
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It took a minute for me to find and appreciate the humor, but once it hit the zingers and one liners landed left and right. I honestly laughed several times.
I think some of the things that stuck out to me the most was the single POV (his), how pragmatic the characters were, and the way that their relationship progressed. It really felt like the story was written by a man, a respectful and progressive one, but the story still had very masculine tones. Making it different and refreshing for a romcom.

✨Standalone

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New Adult RomCom: Marine Veteran, Grumpy x Sunshine, Hurt & Healing, PTSD, Mr Hot and Cold then Zero to Sixty, Depression
Third Person, Past Tense, Single MMC POV

⚠️: mental illness, 🤜🏻 (PA & SA), harassment (s), war, ☠️, and talk of 🔫 & 💣
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Miles to Go
4.0 out of 5 stars PTSD and Romance rarely intersect...
Reviewed in the United States on April 28, 2024
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"Losing My Breath" by J Rose Black is a refreshing and heartfelt new-adult romance that deftly navigates the complexities of love, healing, and personal growth. In a genre where combat veterans and romance rarely intersect, Black's novel shines as a beacon of hope and authenticity.

The story follows Meridian Daly as she moves next door to former Special Ops Marine Callan Brand. Over the next two years, she becomes a pivotal figure in Callan's life, helping him express his emotions and experience moments of profound significance. Their journey from neighbors to friends to lovers is a beautiful exploration of the grumpy x sunshine trope, where opposites truly attract.

What sets "Losing My Breath" apart is its realistic portrayal of Callan's struggles with PTSD. Black strikes a perfect balance between funny and emotionally intense moments, creating a narrative that feels both relatable and deeply moving. The 'twist' towards the end adds an unexpected depth to the story, keeping readers engaged until the very last page.

One of the author's favorite excerpts beautifully captures the essence of the book, showcasing the witty banter and underlying emotional depth of the characters. The book is a testament to the power of love and human connection, offering readers a fresh perspective on life's challenges and the courage to pursue their dreams.
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Steven R. Lindahl
5.0 out of 5 stars A wonderful romance that's far from light
Reviewed in the United States on April 9, 2024
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When I saw the cover of Losing My Breath, I thought this novel would be a light romance. It is a romance, but far from light. It’s the story of Callan Brand, a man who served in the Marines and came home broken. He is proud of his service, but feels tremendous guilt over the violent things he had to do and keeps reliving them in his head.

The other half of the romance is Meridian Daly, a woman who needs someone to care for. Her character is a mixture of modern strong-willed with old-fashioned nurturing.

Callan's issues are hard to deal with for both of them but also what draws them together. The way these two slowly grow closer and closer, captivated me. The depiction of his PTSD seemed real. At times, J Rose Black’s writing style had the feel of going in and out of reality. I loved how she did that.
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Joel Brehm
5.0 out of 5 stars a cozy journey
Reviewed in the United States on May 4, 2024
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This is a story about two people who have an improbable meeting and eventually become husband and wife at the alter.
Both have their own problems to overcome and past experiences that are best forgotten.
The author has kept the local and the cast of characters small but the story is told with compassion and sensitivity.
The writing is skilled with just enough attention to detail to make it colorful.
I’m almost wanting to read a sequel but I also feel this tale is complete.
Thank you, Ms. Black.
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Margarita garcia
3.0 out of 5 stars Interesting novel.
Reviewed in the United States on February 27, 2024
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''Losing My Breath: A steamy, new-adult, grumpy x sunshine romcom'' is a romance novel that tells the story of Meridian and Callan. Two people with different lives and problems to face, but in the end they discover how to survive and show how together they can stay strong. Penned by J Rose Black this novel will make you believe in love again. This story is well written and the writer has the ability to touch on many sensitive topics and work on them in a very professional manner. This book is easy to read and you will enjoy this love story from the beginning. The main characters are charming and very different and perhaps that is why the plot is very interesting.
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Walter Scott
5.0 out of 5 stars A good story with better-than average characters
Reviewed in Canada on January 12, 2024
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I don’t look for books that are in the Romance category, or some kind of “Steamy” classification. I don’t mind “steamy” if the odd scene turns up in a science fiction, space opera, technothriller and military thriller, which represent my narrow fields of genres. But J Rose Black was a sponsoring author in a recent BookSweeps draw where I came second, and have been gifted 7 – 8 ebooks and six paperbacks, one of which was Losing my My Breath.
The cover really did not grab my intention. But I do not purchase any books on the basis of covers.
I was hooked by page three. Interesting, well -developed characters whose interactions create a compelling tension. Callan Brand is an ex-Marine (which is a mis-nomer, because on the basis of many, many books where this branch of the US military is referenced, “Once a Marine, Always a Marine”) whose mental and emotional status is heavily influenced by PTSD, the result of combat experiences that are revealed in brief flashbacks. This puts a disturbingly dark element that is a continuing presence in his character. Throughout, I was very impressed the way the author slid military references into the narrative without making a big deal about any of them, but allowing the reader to conclude that Callan is the real deal.
Meridian Daly’s background is not so deeply explored, but her actions and her deadly sense of humor make her a very engaging character.
Right away, one can assume that the main theme in the novel is going to be Boy-Meets-Girl, and off-we-go, but J Rose Black is totally in control of her story, and drives the narrative to an ending that is intense, and also satisfying, without being simplistic or bland.
Readers who really, really hate descriptions of sexual interaction should not bother. Readers who look for a well-written book with no typos and a clear sense of direction will be right at home.
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Paolo Sbalchiero
5.0 out of 5 stars From Neighbors to Soulmates: A Heartfelt Journey
Reviewed in Italy on April 15, 2024
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"Losing My Breath" masterfully blends humor, passion, and heartfelt moments, capturing the essence of true connection. Meridian and Callan's journey from neighbors to lovers is not just romantic but deeply transformative, especially with Callan's realistic battles and growth. A perfect mix of intense, witty, and genuinely tender moments makes this a standout romance.
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Fortuna
5.0 out of 5 stars enjoyable
Reviewed in Germany on April 3, 2024
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This was a really great book. I could not put it down. Well written, enjoyable and so romantic! I highly recommend this to anyone who is looking for a light,
Effortless and fun, breezy summer-read!
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Mrs W
5.0 out of 5 stars Charming, witty and steamy!
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 18, 2024
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This romcom is a delightful escape into a world of love and laughter. I really enjoyed the blend, one minute I was laughing the next crying. A really great read.
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Akanksha sharma
4.0 out of 5 stars A Breath of Fresh Air in Romance
Reviewed in India on February 10, 2024
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Romcoms were always something I made fun of, finding them to be cheesy and very predictable, but this book changed that. This novel has squeezed my cynical heart until it squirted happy tears out of it because it is the type of romance story that leaves you breathless and makes you believe in all the old myths about love.

From the beginning, as soon as I began reading the book, I was thrust into Callan and Meridian’s lives—two opposite neighbors who have a dynamic relationship. Callan, an ex-marine haunted by inner demons, and Meridian, a feisty debutante never afraid to push his buttons, are an unusual yet appealing couple. Their repartee crackles with tension and wit, drawing me irresistibly towards the subsequent pages. Black’s description of Callan’s struggle with PTSD is very real and brutal, as he provides readers with a glimpse into life after being at war. However, among the darkness, there also lies light; the budding romance between Callan and Meridian brings hope, just like healing, in equal measure for both characters.

While traversing their relationship full of bends and dips, Callan and Meridian must face the deepest of their fears and insecurities until they emerge as strong as ever. The resilience of the human spirit is portrayed in it, while it shows that love can change everything.

Black’s prose is enchanting, interlacing vibrant descriptions with cutting dialogues to create a familiar yet entirely absorbing world. It also tackled the intricate matters boldly. As I delved into this book, I became engrossed in the settings, sounds, and emotions of Callan and Meridian until its end. Heartbreaking yet heartwarming at the same time, this book will leave you gasping for breath in the most beautiful sense. Believe me, it’s amazing, so addicting!
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